Doin' The Mess Around

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    She was Karl's fiance, but I was sleeping with him. She didn't care.
    Why either of us wanted anything to do with that little hairy man still eludes me.
    But still, it was natural we would be drawn to one another, She was so tall and bronze, I was fair and sixteen.
    She invited me to her tree house in the Redwoods.
    Mendocino is lovely in the winter months.
     
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    "Is this the beginning of the end?" I asked.
    "No," He said. "It's the middle."
     
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    of course i would listen to you... but then again i dont fink you were talking to me specifically
    then again... \\\\\\\ want to hear what i have to say at all
    no you prolly dont ☝︎ ⬆︎ ☝︎

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    I'm listening...
     
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    Frog marched
     
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    The man who didn’t exist sat in a chair with a bag of pistachio nuts he was cracking open.

    “You’ll be taking your lessons this way from now on. The things I teach you will only be remembered consciously in bits and snatches from your dreams.”

    “So I won’t be hurt anymore?” Michael asked.

    “No.” The man replied, “you’ll still be hurt.”

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    The first time I saw him on my monitor, I wasn't right in my mind.
    Head queer, I liked to call it.
    I didn't see his face, his back was to the camera. I could only see the man interviewing him.
    But the story he told, was just what I needed to hear.
     
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    We had recently suffered a reversal of fortune. I wouldn't know it for a few more years, but most of my mental shortcomings were due to bad medicine.
    And maybe a little local bad Juju.

    At any rate, we ran low on money. Pressed to reduce our expenditures, I was forced to cut our cable television.
    But I kept the internet. I was alone and crazy for twelve hours at a clip. Too tired to do anything, but too anxious to sleep.
    No matter how much weed I smoked.
     
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    At last, I could spend hours on end, surfing the internet for hours on end.
    My cat would claw at my legs. Urging me to get up and out of my chair.
    He wouldn't stop until I stood up and followed him to whatever he wanted me to attend to.
    Sometimes it was for a snack or fresh water, but often he would insist I step outside into the sunshine with him.
    But my heavy medications made it impossible to sit in the sun for long.
    Winter came.
     
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    I would embark on an odyssey.
    A six-year long psychosis.
    Maybe longer