Poems, Thoughts And Fantasystem From Yourself And Others

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    Maybe you can learn of me, not to give up now.​

     
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    I am clear as i never been and i ask myself is this really reality? I am not sure anymore. I was living 2 years in Ibiza, i wanted to find something out. But the only thing i found out was, that its not the weather. I wanted to give the people something, but now i dont remember what anymore. The other why is, why am i here now? Doesnt it matter where i am or where i live or what i do?

     
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    I have a job appointment on 26th. Once this company gave me a "No", but i tried again to send my CV, because i saw that they need people again. Its a job which i would like. Please all people who read this now, think of me on 26th at 16.00 h Germany-Time. Send the person i will meet a "Yes" to me.
    Let them give me a "Yes" for my future. I dont want to be without work. I want to get that job, please. I would love to sell clothes for the people. I would love to have a job where i could stay as long as i like. Is that really to much what i want? Please let me stay somewhere and let me choose, when its time to go. Please, let me go happy to my job. Please let it possible for me to pay my bills with my work and to go forward again and not to stand still. Please let me be happy again, after a time of so much sadness. Please give me a smile again. Please let all people in the world have what they want and let them live a good and peaceful life as i wish it to myself. If you leave me in the darkness, than please let me shine there and give me people who i like to see and who like to see me.

     
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    waiting waiting waiting for change to the good.


    Very beautyful how this artist is singing that song. Very nice version.
     
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    Silence is in me, Silence is in you.
    You are in of everything, you are out of everything.
    This is the taste of freedom. Something bitter is in it.
    Past is gone and now is now.
    You loved all these illusions so much and you believed in it.
    Thats why the trueth have a little bit a bitter taste.
    You cant hold it, you cant change the change.
    Some things you have to let go and when you do it from the inner of your heart, than it doesnt hurt you so much.
    Your home is in your head, nowhere else.
    You are as you are and you change when you change.
    Heart is calling and if you dont hear to your heart, than you feel bad.
    Take time for yourself and dont let them make you feel guilty for that.
    You cant do it right for all and its ok.
    Dont feel guilty when some people dont understand you and dont feel guilty when a lot of people dont understand you.
    Some things only you can understand and no one else and its ok.
    Sometimes you think that you understand something, but always ask yourself "am i really understanding that", because it could be that you are completly wrong. I am out of taste and yes, i dont know what i am telling you and i dont have to know it, if you dont understand it.
    If i would not react, you would call me ignorant. If i would react, you would call me crazy. If i say nothing, you are talking for me. If i say something, you are judging me. Whatever you or i do, its always right and wrong, its just a matter of Time, Taste, Law, Place, Style, Friends, Power, Words and and and.
    Who would you be without all that thoughts? I would just be. And How do you feel when you just be? There are no words for that.
    Big kiss to you and me, but these are just words or not?

     
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    I have nothing to say.​

     
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